Monday, June 18, 2012

In a funk

                 Shelly and I decided recently, that our relationship isn't gonna work the way it's going. So we have broken up and she is looking for her own place. Hopefully we have done this soon enough, so we can remain friends. This past year and three months, since her daughter's passing, has been really tough on both of us, especially Shelly. And our relationship took a beating. She's really not capable of being in a relationship right now and there is nothing I can do to help her. Shelly is a really great person, probably why I never forgot about her over the 26 years since we first met and dated, but she is not the same person anymore, understandably. We are both in such a state of depression. Hopefully it will do us both some good having some alone time. I wish nothing but the best for Shelly, she absolutely deserves it. Now I gotta try and get out of the funk that I'm in. I have some really great friends that have been there for me. I'm thank full for all of them. I'm also thank full for the time Shelly and I got to be together, three times, over the past 26 years. Who knows, maybe fourth times a charm. Thanks for listening, Kevin