Age Realization

           First off, I gotta say that I'm in a weird mood today, feeling a little depressed. I'll probably read this post tomorrow and think "Wtf was I thinking?". But, I started doing this blog to vent and say what ever is on my mind at that moment. I look back at past posts and some of them I would not have written or would have written different. But, this blog is like my public diary. It's great to see all the views that my blog has had and by so many countries, I've even made a friend because of my blog, Rose, who's on the other side of the globe. And that's all great(especially Rose), but, that's not why I do this blog. It has become a therapy for me. So, with that being said, here's what's on my mind. I'm starting to realize my age......mentally. Physically, I've known my age for a long time. I have beat my body up over the years, between the things that shouldn't go into a body, physical labor that I really wasn't big enough for and a few car accidents, one of which I flipped a car onto it's roof on the highway. All of this has taken a toll on me physically. In my late twenties I was a bricklayer and screwed up my back. Hence, my career change. But, up until recently, I think that I have still felt like I'm in my twenties.....mentally. I've been realizing lately that I'm not. I'm 46 years old, single now for the longest that I've ever been and my day to day company is a great dog and cat. Most of my interaction with people is at work. There are over 500 people where I work, there are some really good looking women. One of which I started talking to only recently(she thought I looked mean! Lol). Now, this girl is gorgeous, but, I'm old enough to be her father, so, I haven't hit on her. But, I have asked her to fix me up with her mother. Lol. Like I said, I realize I'm getting old! The bottom line is that it sucks when you start to realize your age. Thanks for listening, Kevin