I did it again. I went down the ex road. When am I gonna learn? They are ex's for a reason. Be it my fault or their's, we weren't compatible the last time. Why do I think it will be different now? I think part of it is that it's familer ground, even though I know it's not gonna work, it's comfortable. At least in the beginning it is, then you begin to realize why you aren't together anymore. I recently got involved with an ex from one of my recent posts. It had been 23 years since we last dated, you would think that we had changed. I know I have. I think I'm a better person than I was 23 years ago. At least, I hope that I am. And I don't think she changed enough. The combo didn't work. Now she wants to be friends. That's not even working. I have some really great friends, I don't need part-time friends. You would have thought that I would have learned from Shelly. Guess not. Maybe this time.
Speaking of great friends, I'm gonna have one for a houseguest for awhile. I'm really looking foward to having her here. Some much needed company. And, no she's not an ex, just a really great friend. I'm so looking forward to hanging out with her again.
A little venting. I could have given more details, but there's two sides to every story. Even though it's my blog, I wanna be fair. Thanks for listening, Kevin
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